Out of the blue, I bumped into Ashwad's blogpage. He is a very very close friend of mine when I was at Alor Staq.. I was so frustrated because being uninformed of his blog. I thought I knew him. Hmm..... "I thought". But I dont blame him, he dont even know of this blog's existence. He is a very grown up man. He is not the one I knew before, a kid. I still can remember how close we were while we were schooling at St. Michael. I can still listen the echo of his vioce telling me that he has fallen in love with a girl named 'MIRA'. And, still I remember how he had calmed me down over my break up. my first love breake up!!
I still remember when I was given the opportinity to represent the school for "Pertandingan Pitado Piala Di-Raja", district level. He was there, being the pom-pom girl hehehe (or supporter). And when I was announced as the third winner he was there. Joyed over my victory.Thank you. That was the best memory in my life ever, and for you to be in the sweetest memory...is priceless...
But when he was given the opportunity to represent the school in the Pidato Dwibahasa, I wasnt there because of other unimportant matter. And now I blamming my self for making you spechless in the center stage. Im sorry. I thought I had other commitment. But I was wrong. I was suppose to be there, giving you all the support needed! I failed.
I dont know somehow, I wish we are still at school, at alor staq. Sometimes, I think I want to quit this new life. Sometime I couldnt take it... It's too hard for me. And ashwad, do u still play football? and we are still good, close and best friends, right?